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Veteran's Day and an Etiquette Question
2003-07-01 - 6:03 p.m.
I'm on the me bus
With all of this angst.... I have to conclude that there's something in the water.
There's just too many people spread over too wide of an area for that tho. *shrug* who knows.
I know that I'm feeling it too. I have concerns about Pennsic and about our fun level in the SCA of late. When it's just Gorm and I and a group of friends, we have a blast... but when you add in other people, the tension level goes off the charts and suddenly, events are more like work then they are fun.
Don't misunderstand, I have a great time weaving, and lately, things are going great for me and I really like that.. I'm really excited about that. The honors I've received have been incredible and I'm not saying the A&S part of my SCA experience isn't fun. It's work, but it IS fun.
It's the rest of it that could use some work. I'm tired of feeling responsible when those around me aren't having a good time. I'm tired of showing up with my stuff and having it shunted around to the four winds so *I* can't do what *I* originally set out to do. I enjoy being a chirurgeon and working at events, but that doesn't mean that if I show up, I'm automajically working at that event. It also doesn't mean that you can use part of the area I'm putting my stuff in as part of chirurgeon point. I'm tired of having personality conflicts with one person and feeling like I have to walk on eggshells all the time. I'm tired of the bullshit, the horsecrap and the dogturds.
I'm going to set about and regain my fun... I'm going to go to Assessments and I'm going to sit and weave and take a little me-time. I'm going to make the event fun for me and my love.
Folks can be responsible for themselves for a while. I don't recall giving birth, and last I checked, I'm no one's mother.
Okay.. it's dinner time.. and yes I'm tired and crabby.. does it show much?
Please don't forget to answer my survey... it's research for a small business idea... all comments appreciated, no reasonable offer refused!!! It won't take five minutes, I PROMISE!
