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Veteran's Day and an Etiquette Question
2002-11-08 - 10:09 a.m.
Insecurity
This is my second try at an entry today... I clicked on a link someone sent me and *poof* there went my entry. Oh well, it's one of those days.
We've got a party to go to this weekend... and I have to say that I really hate, despise and detest parties. I could easily end up as one of those cat and/or dog lovers who spends their lives holed up in the house and the neighborhood kids call "the Cat/Dog lady". They stress me out, I feel like I'm on some sort of display, where people look you up and down and decide if you're "worthy". It's part of my self-image. I always feel I'm not worthy when compared to others. That's something I need to work on.
The last party I went to was a birthday party for a member of our household, I was so mouselike it wasn't funny. Once I got there, I was fine.. but the working up it took to actually get me in the door came pretty close to making me physically sick.
I know.. I know... it's all in my head... but it doesn't make it any easier.
I think I'll focus on the bathtub instead...don't ask, it's just safer that way.
why yes... I'm extremely insecure... why do you ask? :)
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